recovering from a c-section and hypertension - 9 month after my son born

Where can I get some detail information about problems, news, support group - anything. I had my son 051706 and had a c-section since my blood presure was too high from hypertension - It took me 3+ months to recover since we oppted to pack the wound from a cyst (pocket of fluid) channeled to my surgery line and opened w/o sedation!!!! I can say that it was a VERY rough time and I'm finally better and off the anit depresants - just feel like I'll never be the same and have trouble with it periodically like phantum pain and itching... I feel lost and have no resources - I see to see this with mothers that were over weight - but i know that it can happen to anyone - i consider myself lucky that I was able to recover - but still.... is there any published info or anything... thanks - LB_curious, Austin TX