I relate. I have gained 35lbs and can easily see a 50lb gain in a few months time. At first I felt so horrible being 5'4" and 200lbs. I actually felt suicidal. Something Dr's don't consider. People who are sensitive to weight gain can kill themselves over the negitivity and self hate this generates in us.
If I wasn't regularly going to Overeater's Anonymous meetings, I would have done anything to put an end to these thoughts and feelings. OA meetings are places where we are loved back to health, there's no scales, no one expecting you to do or weigh what they want you to, no charge either. I can go to meetings and stay the same weight and work on changing these negitive thoughts, then when I want to, I can take steps to change my food, or my exercize, or whatever it is I need do to reduce my weight. One thing I hear a lot in OA is, "I've tried everything else, and this is the only thing that works." Here's a website, there's meetings everywhere:
http://www.oa.org
Don't be shy, everyone is at 1st, but there's no need, because, the 1st time you walk into an OA meeting you are the most important person in the room, but no one will embarass you, as everyone's privacy is completely respected - that's what is meant by Anonymous in the name. & If the 1st meeting you go to is not what you wanted, try another, there are differences.
Since I stopped beating myself up over this weight gain, I am now in the process of gathering info about how lithium effects weight gain and so far have found that it especially effects people who have thyroid problems and take thyroid medication, because lithium basically nullifies the thyroid medication.
Finding this site is part of my research, I wish you well, good luck and take care of yourselves.
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