chronic prostitis(thinking of killing myself)

I have been suffering from chronic prostitis, its developed due the urinary infection i had a year before. i am 24 years of age. after changing the doctors and using all types if medications and treatment. i have the come to the conclusion that i cant be normal ever. so i am thinking of commiting suicide its not a joke, as i cant live with this pain anymore. any final word from anyone of you please i cant suffer any more, can i be completely cured. plz plz plz

mate.. i hope you still alive.
i am 30yrs old... been like you.desperate and suicidal.
i found chronicprostatitis.com. went to success stories and found out that 5 mths being on abs without any reslut is not a soultion..why? because the all bacteria has been killed already..the problem is that bacteria damaged the tissue and consequently causes mast cells to produce pus and in result the pain. I couldnt even walk, my balls very tight, and pain non stop. you can fix this problem completly as long as you focus on the inflammation ..not bacteria!!!! its the past.
most guys got fixed with quercetin with bromelain (if you cant take it...allergy), cat's claw is also very good (for me 8 pills a day was too much..feeling sick..6 was okay), also you can try diclofenac, voltaren.
anyway..dont trust those "doctors" that you still have some bacteria inside.. your tissue has been damaged by the infection so now you got to cure it... it takes time..same as skin burns. good luck...
ps.. prostate drainage helped me a lot...but its really painfull for first 3 weeks.. but each week you will feel a slight improvement.